Not really in good mood to write but I have keep it for far too long and too much. It’s going to burst soon. The last hurdle is damn so hard to overcome.

I’m afraid to give a phone call to ask how is the result, whether it’s pass or fail. And I end up keep this issue to myself and wait for the result. It’s suffocating me by just waiting. Yup, I’m too afraid to know the result.

I do shared out the problem to friends. Good friends who are willing to help.

But most of them gave me all sort of advices. Some even, commented that I shall have done something earlier on. But this kind of reactions are not really what I want. It is not that they are bad.

It’s just that I need someone to listen to me without giving any advices. Listen and hear what I have to say. Keep on asking me questions on how, why, what, when, which. Concerns rather than advices. I need concerns more than advices.

The more advices they gave, the more I feel scared and the more I blame myself. But I’m not blaming them though.

It’s just that at this time, the rice has turned into porridge. Too late to retract.

I’ll just need to wait. OMG, I’m so tension. 

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